if and only if.......

mad is not a good way to solve problems.

most of people unable to deal with their madness.

including me....

we r human rite...

pantang diuji....mudah melatah...

"hey bitch!"

only  simple words dat can give massive impact.

so, be careful with ur words then.

we r human rite...

sedangkan lidah lagikan tergigit...

when once da conflict rose.

we always thing dat we r rite.

even though it is from us...

we r human rite....

ego sentiasa berkuasa dalam diri...

but then, it recoils back in our head.

once, they have been so gentle a friend.

it will permanently be in our heart.

we r human rite...

buang yg keroh n ambil yg jernih...

dun eva judge people dat the fella is
 B.A.D!!!

muhasabah diri is important...

i'll always try to ponder this..

y do all people hate me?

y they dun even like me?

aren't them suppose to hate people dat i hate?

am i too harsh?

heartless?

never care about others?

hate people dat i "THINK" they hate me?

judgmental?

yes,, benar kata2 seorang insan digelar sahabat.

tak salah berbuat baik pada orang yg dah

BUAT TAIK

pada kita...

who knows,

one day, we might 

BUAT TAIK

to them too...

what goes around, comes around...

live is like a JAM PASIR...

bila kite diterbalikkan,,

mulanya tenang..

bile dah dekat2 ujong n nk abez,

kite senang gelabah...

bcoz,

yg indah tu xkn berkekalan....

da most important thing is...

dun think dat we r always rite...

if 1000 people see dat we r wrong,,

and only we see dat we r rite...

something is wrong somewhere...


its true dat life is like a bed of roses.

beautiful but hurts!
IF AND ONLY IF
we can cut off the torn
and it still can live.
bcoz it is a part n parcel of our life.
if there is GOOD n no BAD et all
life would be monotonous.

the key point is our

ALTER EGO!

this is our greatest enemy..

it is hard to get rid of this..

we will be great with no egoish in ourselves.


CHANGES CAN ONLY BE MADE BY OURSELVES.
if there is a will, there is a way....

just a sentence....

aisy buat bnde baek pon kne mrh??

ntah la.....

"after this,, just leave it there!!"

is it mean dat no need to help u??

mcm mne la perasaan time tu ek??

well,, at least aisy try to berbaek...

xpe r camtu....

chill la aisy!!
die x suke,,jgn buat ok!!

x phm bhse btol!!

fine!! ko bagos!

do i look like wanna put a rival on u??

do i look like hatting u??

do i look like looking down on u??

do i look like a piece of SHIT to u??

i know dat i'm so so so so stupid in ENGLISH!

i know dat u r cleverer than me!

i know u have a lots of experience rather than me!

and i know I'M NOT AS GOOD AS U!

" a successful person is

a person who successfully know how to

make a partition to their emotions 

while facing a tons of crap

that crapping around them "

( Aisy_2010 )

why can't u speak in my lang too

when u can speak my lang to others?

why can't i tagging along with ur besties

even tho its just-so-called hugs?

why do i feel like ur lang

is just to downgrade me *sarcasm*? 

do u want ur besties just to be with u 

and can't mingling with ur enemy?

AND WHY THERE ARE SO MANY "WHY"

IN MY MIND???

THIS IS WHAT WE CALLED,,

"AKU AMEK KESAH!"

p/s: just bare with this piece of SHIT!!

      dis is what we called "PERGOLAKAN EMOSI"

     *mind my grammar mistakes! 

        i'm just a small little kiddo who tried to 
         grown up!   

what a day!!

well,, nasib malang comes again!!

first plan,, i wanna go,, SWIMMING!!!
but then,,, the receptionist said that,
"ouh,,,sorry la dik,, ari nih kitorg close la,,, ade event,, esok bley la,,kite bukak pagi utk adik.."

ADIK?? i've grown ok!!
well,,, what a shame,,, i was wearing swimming trunk n only a piece of t-shirt n been rejected cam tu jek!!!
uuurrrrrggggghhhh~~~ geram2!!

n then,,, to release da tension....
i went to buy KARIPAP AYAM n sgt sedap ok!!
but then,,, saje gatal2 nk gi bandar,,, so,,,
i drove to the town n park,,,
after bought something,,
i tried to start my car,.,
but then,,,
it's NOT WORKING!!!!
hell ya!!!
GEGEL *gelabah* jap.....
so,,, i tried to call my sis...
arrrgggghhhhh S***!!!
my batteries were out,,,
both fon!!!
huh!!!
luckily i got 50cent in my pocket....
i called my dad n ask him to come here....
but then... my dad said that he was on da way to MELAWAT ORG MATI.....
my uncle's wife....
he asked me to wait for about one hour...
so,,, here am i,,,
singgah CC jap,,, update kemarahan!!

arrrgggghhh!!! what a bad day today!!!

p/s: i'm going to my PLKN camp tommorrow moning!!
      with my PLKN friend.... she going to sleep at my house tonight and i need to pick HER up at bus station.
      but then,,, my car ROSAk!!!!!!!

TeaTer Mek MuLonG~~~

uit2... this time,, i wanna share about my greatest experience watching theater... 


hahaha,,,


mmg meriah la....
well,,kitorg gi 4 org,,
yusri dri pavillion tros gi sne,,,
aisy,,afiq,,n airil grak dri ipba...*wah,,geng battery 3A*....
huh,, da journey was quite bad bcoz we got a taxi driver who doesn't noe where aswara is....
so,,,i need to give him instruction...but then,, i forgot the simpang that we should turn....
so bile dah terlajak,, kne la pusing n while its moving,, the meter keep rising... 
huh,,,sgt TENSI......mahal plak tuh....


sampai2 we look up at the stall that been organized by the student final year degree from dance faculty.. 
mmg meriah!!!
i bought my BOW TIE for only RM5 for my masquerade night!!hahaah...


well,,the sad thing is we got the right side seat
but still,,,the excitement is exactly the same.....
yg besh nye,,the king was ABG FAI.... n he was so excited...
die yg ajak kitorg..... so,,kne r gi.... seb bek besh n sore die sedap!!!


EDENG n EPONG paling meriah n seksi!!
diorg mmg best... edeng is my jazz choreographer,,,,
sebijik lady gaga ok!!


when its time to go home,, we were very late n we missed the train,,,,
so,,kak Iqa simpathy at us n ask TJ BAYU utk antar kitorg... TJ BAYU ok!!! popular kot,,,
bangge kitorg die anta..

wif abg FAFAI BLOOM~~

*my contemparory sifu*

YuSri,, Aisy,, Abg Napi,, n Airil...

with EDENG!!! kembar hot...*n cun*...

*my jazz sifu*

wif EPONG!!! a.k.a Lady GaGA

*my JAZZ choreographer*

kami bersama raja ok!!

hahaha... ni la si budak saket kaki n si raja!!
*jgn mare yup*

BEWARE~~ pose2 lady gaga!! 

*kanak2 pejam mate ok!!*

PENGSAN AKU TENGOK...

but,, its art~~

sesi muhasabah diri

this session should be held whenever u have probs....

for me,,this session is important where we can find ourselves and let our life flow with the life of our college....

we will not losing ourselves if we not let it go and we should bring the old atmosphere to our new life.

because we are the one who can decide kite nk jd baek r burok....

so,,, regarding to macbeth play plak,,,

terus terang aisy katekan,,,, ia MEMBOSANKAN!!

sbb,, well,, aisy org bwh kan... so xde hak r nk sebok2 discussion org2 atas..

diorg kan yg plg berkuasa...

bile aisy bg pandangan or example,, nnti kang diorg kate exaggerate!! 

u should be the character....

sounds like compliment,, but i take it as perlian....

org ramai kate aisy nk curik spotlight org laen,,,

ooo,,,wat persembahan nk mkn sorg2.... 

knpe la org envi sgt??

nk ckp aisy talented?? xde mkneye....

bnde tu,,kite sndri yg crik dlm ourselves k...

kalu kite rase kite bley wat,,,,try grab the opportunity...

so,,after dah try sume bnde,,,

i think,, i'm going to retired..

org pon dah muak n menyampah tgk muke nih....

well,, plan nk amek class kat luar on dance...

afiq anderson,,, plan kite still on k!!

i love "The X-Perimental" rather than my macbeth group...

sume org tensyen wat keje,,,

gadoh sne cni,,,

group ni nyumpah group ni *pdhl 1 group*...

please la,, xde kerjasama langsong....

a play patotnye enjoy n sume org hepy wat bnde ni...

jgn pk sbb bnde ni assignment,,kite kne siyes...

need to be harsh on certain people...

but not in my "The X-Perimental" group....

kitorg sentiasa enjoy on what we were doing...

even though dpt instruction last minute,,we still managed to control drpd tensyen mengawal dri...

step susah xpe,, bile sume kerjasama,,,ajar satu same laen,,, lyn sume org same,,,

n anngap sume org kosong n xde yg lbey n even kite yg mengajar...

aisy x pernah anggap aisy perfect bile ajar org,,, 

ade gak mntk pendapat org2 laen to make sure pe yg nk diajar tu btol...

mntk persetujuan sume... bru group tu success sbb xde spe yg left behind....

let people express their feeling in whatever they like...

do not halang them to try n show wat they got....

we not noe whether he or she can do better than us...

they might come out with a great idea or picture to make the show interesting n acceptable...

give them chance... bcoz its bonding a group....

don't even pandang people r lbey than us its bad,,,

they might have something that kite x tau...

lem them try....bcoz i think bnde cmni r bley rilexkan diorg coz it doesn't involve academic things...

dats y aisy rather pasifkan dri dlm play ni coz mls nk lbey2.. 

seb bek ni assignment.. 

target~~ just finished the assignment n try to have fun with my siblings *witches*....

ha,, talking about witches,,, 

u guys noe dat i'm da one and only MALE witch in the play rite...

i'm not perfect ok.. even i learned from my other siblings that good in witchy2 thing...

i take them as example n try to create my own character....

if u guys see dat i managed to do it,, it is under my effort k...

not my gifted talent....

korg ingt Allah bg kite talent full package ke??

kite maybe not good at certain part,,,

if we learn and practice,,,it makes perfect rite?

but,,, wat to do,,, it is life rite...

just bare with it.... 

yg pntg,,, try to find the positive thing atas ape yg berlaku...

BARU JERAWAT X NAEK!!

haha.....

pesanan to aisy~~ 

*jgn pk awk sentiasa betol yup....

*pk positip yup,,,

*u can do it....

*try to do whatever u feel like wanna do it...*in consideration*

*jgn cpt give up...

*try to look at another chance..

*jgn putos harapan,,sedia setia....

SAYA SAYANG AWK!! muahx... ;O