it happen again.....

well,,, dlm kesibukan mcm2 bnde yg akan mendatang x lme lg nih,,,
dtg lagi mslh bru yg aku create sndri....
xpe lah,,,dah nasib bdn....
spe soh aku cri mslh,,,
tanggung r sndri....

emm,,,
talking about my life as a student...
well,,as usual,,,
having difficulties in facing tons of assignment......
u want me to list it down??
so dat it's easy for u to understand the MOOD of a student.....

ASSIGNMENT:~

Language Description ~~it's all about grammar!!!~~
-need to pass up~~ 29th March {while today is 26th March}...
-we were be given only a week to complete da assignment....

Language Development~~ it's totally same as MUET!!~~
-need to pass up~~ 12th April {we were given in 22nd March *only 3 weeks* }
-need to prepare a text and lots of research....
-have to do slideshow n presentation....
-speak fluently and confidently....
*it's craZy!!!!*

English Studies~~ it's all about LITERATURE!!!~~ *i hate shakespear's languange!!!*
-we gonna stage a play title MACBETH *historical play {i hate history n i got C in spm}*
-i'm holding a character which called WITCH~~!! *love it so much*
-need to memorize da script....
-stage on 12th May.......*gulp~~*



MISCELLANEOUS :~~


English In Camp~~ 
Looks like i'm gonna be bz for da whole week!!
it would be held for 4 days...
5th - 8th of April~~
i'm in charge of Treasure Hunt which there are 3 charlie's angle in my group...
n i'm da Charlie!!!
hahah,,,, it would be bad CHARLIE!!!
i will make u guys suffer!!! haha... be prepared....
looks like my friend,,apple,, have invited me to join Choral Speaking....
well,,, as u guys noe,, i'm very looking foward in any kind of activity....*i'm an active person*

Language Week~~
Well,, another crab coming right through after the English camp.....
it will be start in 12th -16th April....
can u imagine,,working directly non-stop for 2 weeks??? *crab!!*
i will be involve in preparing a language games which name "boogle"....
i don noe how to explain in words......later u'll see.....

Masquerade Night~~
huh,,, quite cool event but lots of work need to be done.....
i'm in charge in Performance.......
there will be 9 person will back me up n help me to accomplish da night.....
i have found a Broadway song which we need to perform,,dat night....
i choose da song called All That Jazz....*very fun song*....
i'm also will be in for Catwalk....haha....fashion show actually.... *what am i going to show??shirtless?naked?*
haha,,, GILE??? haha.... haruslah,,,,
but i did it to gain experience,,,,not for popularity...ingt tu!!

huh,,,, u guys see.....
all those things will happen continuously starting from march till may....
sad to say peeps....
i'm FULLY BOOKED by my college.....

p.s~~ sory dar,,,coz not spend much time for u...

aku bukan seorang yg pemarah & pembenci.....

well,, nk ckp cmne lg kan...
dah takdir,,,, bukan aku x berusaha nk cari jln utk perbaiki...
ntahlah,,, aku dah penat...


nak jaga hati semua orang...


penat...


sangat...


tapi takpe...baru dugaan dunia...
aku x boleh mengeluh...
sbb aku tau,,, rmi lagi yg nasib x baik drpd aku...


bkn nk berlagak humble...


tp this is my way on handling a problem...


aku nk tgk sejauh mne bnde ni boley jd complicated...
tp setiap manusia ade limit diorg....


bile someone cross da limit,,


there u go....


but i'm not dat kind of person too though sometimes it may happens...


but i've tried to overcome it.
tp yg aku pelik,,,


patut ke aku diherdik?
patut ke aku dihina?
patut ke aku di sumpah seranah?


mungkin aku layak dibenci...


maybe aku selalu ckp pd org yg aku ni heartless..


but deep inside my heart,, 


I'M HURT.....


even though i don noe how to express my feelin that i've been hurt...


tp mak slalu pesan.... 


JANGAN BENCI SESEORANG.....


sayangilah diorg walaupon kurang senang...


sbb mak ckp,, kalau kite bnci seseorg tu,,


maka ramailah yg akan membenci kita....


tu yg mmbuatkan aku tersedar... 
kalau aku nk membenci sesorg tu,, boley jek,,,


as simple as abc...


tp bile mmbayangkan a lot of people akan membenci kita lepas tu,,,


sangat mengerikan....


sbb tu aku cube tanam dlm diri supaya sabar,,,
rmi org kata yg diorg penyabar...
dan x sampai seketika,,, diorg melenting....
org yg penyabar,,, 


x pernah melenting.....


walau sabar dah melibihi had...


sebab kita hanya menurut perasaan,,, bukan tahap kesabaran.....


mak ade ckp lg,,,
sejahat mne pon org tu lakukan pd kite,,,
ingt,,,


kejahatan yg akan mendatang lagi dasyat dari sebelumnya.....
jadi,,,


kalau kita diuji sekerdil sebegini.....
dan kita mengeluh dan mengalah,,,


bayangkanlah kejahatan yg akan mendatang dihadapan,,,
bagaimana kita nk menghadapinya??


tapi bg aku,,,


sekali terluka nya hati ini,,, parutnye akan berkesan selama-lamanya,,,
bukan bermakna hati ini membenci,, cuma kesedihan yg berterusan...
mungkin tidak boleh disembuhkan,,, cuma boleh disembunyikan.....

when heart questioning...

pabila hati bertanye,,, mmg tiada jawapannya,,,,
kadang2 kite perlu selami ape yg tersirat disebalik setiap patah perkataan yg diluahkan oleh seseorang itu.
tidak hanya fizikal perkataan itu,,, tp emosi perkataan itu,,,
jika kosong nadanya,, maka hampa lah ia,,,
jika ceria bunyinya,, maka gembiralah ia,,,
dan jika terputus-putus,, maka sedihlah ia...

when we knot down someone's feeling,, we feel hopeless...

setiap madah yg terungkai dari lidah kita,, membawa seribu erti kepada dia.

setiap lirikan mata yg tersenyum indah dari kita,, membawa seribu keindahan kepada dia.

setiap ucapan manis yg terungkap dari hati kita,, membawa seribu ketenangan kepada dia

tapi kenapa?

senang di madah, sukar di kota.

perasaan boleh menjadi indah, dan luluh.
perasaan itulah yg membuatkan manusia berubah,,
kenapa?
itulah takdir yg tursurat untuk kita.

tapi jika kita ungkap kembali,,,

kita yang boleh berusaha mengubahnye...

don't just wait for sky to fallin' down
coz sky is not always as bright as we wish....

tapi bagiku,,, sungguh sukar utk menyatakan perasaan hati
yg kini beralun-alun dan berombak-ombak....

mungkin kita dah tak lagi serasi,,,,
tp aku akan cuba memperbaiki.....

selagi mampu.................

tp kenyataan nye....

AKU YANG BERSALAH~~